discussing the debate thingy with xt now
tmr having debate during eng lessons
"our hse believes tt women make better parents than men"
we are the opposition...
oh man, so difficult... guess wad? i'm the 3rd speaker...
gosh!!! i dunno how to rebutt... thank God fer puay's help:)

i'm soooo excited...
11 days to JB camp
i'm looking forward to this wk svc too!!!
hilarious inn
i'm really convicted to walk down the aisle
during altar call with sumone this wk...

went to buy stuff fer JB camp...
bought 2 T-shirt frm 37 degrees
tmr going with rach fong to buy converse pullover n m)phosis flip flops
wah, i v spendthirft... my dad give me money ma:)

really hope this wk will have normal cg...
i really want everyone to cum
i wanna have a breakthru' in cg attendance
hope to see them...
-prays hard-

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR SchoolBag:

- bible
- pencil case
- water bottle
- books...
- wallet
- handset
-(sumthing personal)
- ???
- wallet
- ???



9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW:
(not in order)

- converse pullover
- be a CL
- all my sheeps to be regular fer svc n cg
- converse gray sneakers
- sling bag
- m)phosis filp-flops
- nice clothes
- new converts
- be deeper in love with God

8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD/Fruits/Sweets/Drinks:
- hawaiian pizza
- spagetti
- mars bars
- pear
- food tt i cook
- peach tea
- green tea
- marshie mallow


7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
[obviously not in order lorr! :)]

- God
- xiaoting
- luann
- soph
- dehui
- rach.fong
- Jesus


6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:

- finding nemo
- wo jia you ge he dong shi
- harry potter chamber of secret
- freaky friday
- school of rock
- harry potter


5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
- bed
- fan
- wardrobe
- my hippo
- more stuff

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY:

- mars bars!
- milo
- fried rice
- home-cooked food

3 THINGS YOU WON'T LEAVE UR HOUSE WITHOUT:

- handphone
- wallet
- bag


2 THINGS U READ:

- bible
- magazines n interesting bks


1 Person u will NEVER 4get:
- Jesus

tml maybe got two ppl coming
one frm andss, sec 1
the other one is my classmate:)
really hope they wld cum!!!

anyway, went to roti prata hse for dinner
went with xt, soph n luan
i eat until v full
met my neighbour there too..

before tt, i went fer the eldds performance
7000 blue pinafores
it's a little chim-alogy cos abstract ma
my nb, cleo acted in it...
she acted well...:)

today i'm really tired altho' i slept early last nite
band is exhausting on thurs
hiaz, still v tired...
hia, y my dad suddenly cum out of the rm
my qt how?? hope he goes to bed soon...

oh man...
my grandma keep giving my fruits to eat
first watermelon, den a huge orange
now a mango
spare me pls, i'm really full.. gosh

anyway, v happy cos yesterday's trip to calissa's hse was suceessful
the objectives were met.. hahas, really overjoyed...
thank God:)

anyway, left a few mins to blog
cos promised my bro tt i wld give him the comp at 9pm
today band v fun... hahas
we're playing with the CO's trolley
whee.. so fun :)

ok, i'm going off to do confirmation
God, give me the harvest:)

i'm feeling really happy now..
lalas:)
today has been a long day..
but nonetheless, i'm still happy:)

day in sch today not v pleasant...
recess time got sec three sqd band meeting...
seniors sort of corrected us in sum areas
they told us a shocking thing too... hiaz
following tt, chem test...
it was a killer paper (for me at least)

after sch, soph n i went to andss to find my sheepie, katarina
thank God we saw her cos her hp spoil
or else there's no cg le...
after tt, we headed 4 rc
was shocked to see so many shoes
realised tt nea had unit cg... hahas
anyway, got malu things happened...
shan't elaborate here.. not convenient

after staying in rc fer a short while
soph n i went down to calissa's hse
it's at jurong there... lakeside mrt station
gosh, so far but on the way was qt fun... hahas

when we reach calissa's hse, we didn't dare to go in
cos got DOG!!!
i really dun like dogs tt bite or/and lick
but most dogs do tt so i dun like 'em
den calissa's uncle came to put the leash on the dog
jus as we tot we're safe, the dog charged towards us n we SCREAMED!!!
anyway, calissa's hse qt a lot things to eat...
she asked whetehr i wanted chewing n bubble gum
i told my bro wld love it
den she gave me SIX packets... so much
n of course when i reached home n gave my bro,
he was so happy... hahas..
anyway, her hse got nougats
soph n i were so happy cos we love nougats
we ate qt a lot.. ahhs, greedy pigs..

hey, i'm really convicted of bringing at least one person to svc this wk
challenged katarina to be a shepherd
gonna collect abt 20 new contacts to work on
so fun n exciting:)
really expecting a great harvest
God, we need n we mus see growth in our grp!!
breakthru!!! i wanna be CL!!

anyway, my dad said he giving me money to buy stuff fer the camp
yay:) so happy:)
yihui's a happy girl today
anyway, Happy birthday, clarence:)

i'm having eng lesson again...
jus got back oral marks...
chenyuyan said i can do better...
i tink so too..
hiaz..

anyway, i'm v angry with myself
i wanted to take a nap b4 i study chem last night
but i slept till this morn
i did put alarm to wake myself up lor...
sigh..
i pray hard tt God really give me wisdom 4 the chem test ltr
i shall trust in God:)
i will use in times in betw. lessons to study...
okay, back to my argumentative speech...

hiaz...now in xt's hse...
i "willingly" declare tt jeremy sumpter is xt's husband...

tml got chem test paper...
go home soon le...

i'm feeling a little down..
too much things r happening ard me...
maybe it's time i learnt to trust God.
always so anxious n worried abt things...

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

God, i really need more of your strength..
i need to stand firm in the midst of adversities
i need to pray more
i need to trust in You more
i need to find joy,to be glad in all circumstances
God...

From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded; and from the one who has been entrusted with much, much more will be asked.(luke 12:48)
Jesus has told us how to live until he comes:we must watch for him, work diligently, and obey his commands. Such attitudes r esp necessary fer leaders. watchful n faithful leaders will be given increased opportunities n responsibilities. The more resource, talents n understanding we have, the mre we are responsible to use them effectively. God will not hold us responsible 4 he has not given us, but all of us have enough gifts n duities to keep us busy until Jesus comes.

Ppl hu r ready fer their Lord’s return r not hypocritical, but sincere, not fearful, but ready to witness, not worried, but trusting, not greedy, but generous, not lazy, but diligent

ahhhss... realised it's so late le...
i reached home at 10.45 lyk tt
was in rc frm 2.20-10.20... so long
took a cab frm rc back home sumore..

today, i met up with katarina..
come on!be a shepherd!!
anderson cg!!
after which i studied a little of chem
ding chuen was my tutor today...
thx, ding chuen:)
thank God, i understand more of mole concept now

gonna have chem test on this wed
but still v unclear of this topic
so tml i'm going shue li's hse
she's gonna teach me!!
i'm so blessed, got so many "teachers"

my dad is not feeling well...
gonna pray fer him...
he said he might have to go fer operation :/
those out there, pls keep him in yr prayers
thx alot:)

hahas...siew luan in my hse now... using my comp...
erm, dun u guys realise, if u have a tagboard tt
siew luan n i tag together...
we wanted to lame ard... we v bo liao

today, i v sleepy during svc...
cos woke up at 6+ in the morn fer oral..
hiaz, today got sore throat loh...
i can't sing the praise n worship properly...
so sad... i keep singing off key...
ahhhsssssssss...

tmr shepherding katarina...
looking forward...
got lots n lots of things to tell her...
anyway, i book rc rm le... hahas...
i dun wanna go tuition tml lae...
as in they r doing revision den
i go there oso dun feel going there to study...
i'm a slacker... oops, i shudn't be...

yay!!!
I can go for both JB and youth camp!!!
and my dad is payng for both too...
i'm so so so happy:)
yep, God answers prayers...

really hope calissa and enid can cum tml...
nervous abt oral tml too...
trust in God... emm, tt's the best solution:)

i jus dropped my hp... -heartache-
anyway, i'm proud to annouce tt i'm debbie's agent
for centrestage...yay.. hahas...
cos i help to find songs fer her to sing...
wahaha..
still dunno whether i shud join centre stage...
qt a lot ppl ask me to join
but i'm not in the limelight kind..
i tink i'm the kind of jester whereby
everyone laugh at me or my jokes...
oh wells...

wad a boring day for band today
almost going to sleep alr...
always play jubiloso n america grafitti V
boring!!!
miss sia dun cum oso... hia...
gtg.. tata~
P.S pls tag my board or/and sign my gst bk

hahas, i'm back after a few day's absence...
hahas, i met sze min,
my p5 n 6 classmate on the bus jus now...
she's still as cranky as ever..
had a nice talk with her
she said i betrayed her by going st nix...
cos i promised to go cedar with her...
but my dad transferred me wad..

soph did sumthing ma lu... hahas...
ask her.. lazy to type...

anyway didn't have cg today...
katarina didn't turn up... cldn't contact her
her hp spoil lar... hiaz...

jess.wee going to take attendance fer band tmr...
hahas... jia you, yin zhi!

told joy to work hard fer PSLE...
said sumthing lyk suffer 4 5 mths but enjoy 4 yrs in sec sch...
i tink tt's really inspiring...
can be applied in running the race fer God...
"suffer" fer yrs on earth for Christ's sake
den enjoy eternity in heaven...
yup..
gtg le... see ya:)

i cldn't help but break down n cry...
this wk's puay's last week in northeast...
i mus have scared her...

i love puay

qt angry with my bro... he scolded the f wrd... at me..
almost wanted to slap him...
actually i was like tt b4 i knew God... hiaz.. wadev
really bring him to svc again...
tt time he nv convert.. hiaz
tml going out to celebrate mother's day...
mummy, i luv u:)
i really miss her... she's a loving mother...
anyway, svc was great... drama was nice, v touching
God spoke to me during the drama..hmm..
hAPpY bdAy,siew luan!!
yo sis, i luv u:) really see yr desire fer God,
how u always wanna serve Him to yr v best... v
inspired n encouraged by u.
u really impacted my life esp the time when i was in yr cg..
really had fun time... love yr company...
one thing tt xt n i tink is tt u r v v v forgving... v gracious:)
yay, really pray tt a nan chiau cg would be established...
u've led mayflower cg well:) luv ya.

ahhs... i failed my literature test by half a mark!
oh wells... shall study harder nxt time...
miss prava is deciding whether to pass those hu fail..
going to see her now...

yay, back in comp lab 4 again fer eng lesson...
miss ho's editing the page so our class hav nth to do now...
qt nervous of inviting my dad to svc tml...
haven asked him yet.. hope he doesn't reject again..
i invited him twice fer adult svc but he dun wanna go...
hiaz... shall pray fer him..
went xt's hse last nite to eat..
her cooking not bad la... she's really happy abt tt..
hahas... i tink her dad v cartoon...
the page is ready... shall go do the online exercises...
anyway, i'm really scared of geog lesson.. nv do my hw.. opps..
pray tt i dun get scolding...

ouch... jus knocked my right foot agst the leg of a table.. it's hurting now... wah, today body aching real badly after napfa... perhaps i did not do enough warm-ups...

anyway, i watched a talk show jus now called ren ren ai li. they were discussing abt the nan chiau principal thingy... then they interviewed the principal... the host was like telling him tt the one of the girl n her mother apologised to him thru tt show n was asking him how he feel...his reply was sumthing like it doesn't matter if the girl n her mother apologised towards this matter cos ultimately he wanted the girls tt he punished to noe their mistakes n to turn over a new leaf... i still tink he did the right thing but he was too irrational n rash...yup. i can tell he really luv his students... in the same way, we should go all out for non-believers, despite how big the sacrifice is, to make them understand tt they have fallen short of the God's perfect standard n the need to reconcile with God again...
spare the rod and spoil the child.
proverbs 13:24
He who spares the rod hates his son, but he who loves him is careful to discipline him

anyway, i've tons of stuff to do... qt, band camp proposal for water games, a number of chemistry qtns, maths hw, call puay up etc. can't rmb le... yup, gtg now:)
i'm still pondering whether to go xt's hse tml fer dinner.. she's cooking:D

eeeks... i jus saw tt gigantic, enormous lizard again... it's like 12 cm long... serious... not exaggerating... it's under my sofa... -yells-

anyway, really really really tired n worn out after so many activities today. first there was morn jog, den it was PE lesson... after sch had napfa followed by band practice... i'm exhausted!!!

yay, i'm kinda proud of myself... i improved in sit n reach, standing board jump n 2.4 n the rest i mantained!!! and i got silver... yay, erm, past 2 yrs got bronze.. can tell how badly i need to exercise... bleahx. it's not entirely my hard work, it's thru' God's blessing too cos i prayed b4 tt:) yep, prayers do work!

another happy thing is tt yvonne commented tt my rolling on the timpani improved... yay! i'm happy... yup, see i'm easily satisfied:) bleahx. shall end here.. off i go...

yay, i'm back again... had a wonderful time worshipping God... abt half an hr.. maybe u tink it's short but it's really hard to stay in the rm w/o being disturbed fer even 10 mins... yay, God bless:) anyway, if u r thinking hu's tt kian hwee guy tagging on my board, it's my brother.. he's sec 2 this year... hahas, i forced him to tag... i'm an evil sister... -evil laughter- oops, i revealed my true colours... hahas...

anyway, i drank bird's nest just now... yummy...
oh, jus rmb tt tml is napfa.. hiaz... jus pray i'll do well...
my greedy brother is eating again... i can't believe he's watching american's nxt top model..
bleahx

ooh jus rmbed.. i was sent out of class today by my chinese teacher(chenyuyan/ccy) cos my fren asked me for scotch tape n i threw it to her n ccy didn't like it so she sent me out of class n asked me walk one round the level den go back class... so lame hors... hiaz.. siew luan, xt n soph laugh at me loh... evil ppl...
gtg go... tata~

boos... well well... eating my dinner... yay, my dad is qt pleased with my chinese paper mrks altho' i get qt low cos it's a difficult paper... i had a nice talk with puay... we walked frm rc's bus stop to the nxt one... got to know sumthing shocking... hahas... so diaoz... anyway, ex shepherd n sheep talk la.. seriously, i'm gonna miss her... when i first found out tt i was no longer under puay last year feb, i jus cldn't help it but break down n cry... she's really wonderful sister n shepherd! now another departure... hiaz... but well it's for e K.O.G:)

okay, i made up my mind! i'm gonna study along with the rest... i gonna use this time to revise my first half year's sch work... i'm not gonna screw up my results... altho' my sch no mid year, the teachers r gonna post qtns online for us to d/l n do so here r my targets(again):
eng B3
e maths A1
a maths A1
physics A2
chemistry A2
higher chinese A1
ss/e.geog A2
eng lit B4
chinese(for o's, it's this yr by the way) A1
i'm gonna do it!

yoz, kinda jus reach home frm rc... stayed there to watch dr dolittle... tt show is lame... anyway, i jus ate my dinner...was really famished when i reached home... hiaz, dunno why today so easily irritated with little stuff... sorry xiaoting... i tink there's sumthing not right with me... yay, learnt new guitar skills frm daniel today... shall practise guitar more often... speaking of tt, it makes me a little guilty... i haven been practising piano tt frequently le... my piano practical test is only 2 mths away n i'm still struggling the the pieces... bleahx.seriously, i dun have interest in piano. it's only my dad who wants me to continue with it... been learning piano fer sooooo long, lyk 7 yrs n my grade is so... low... perhaps, i'm jus not talented in tt field... tink mallets, percussion n guitar r more fer me.. not tt i'm v gd, but at least i have the interest..

yep, these few days, several ppl asked me which sch i wanna go after Os n i'm like ???... i really dunno... surely God has a plan fer me... i still rmb vividly how God brgt me to st nix... i was not supposed to be in st nix... but instead, i was supposed to be cedar girls... still amazed at how God brgt me to st nix so tt i cld accept Him into my life... can ask me if u wish to noe more... yup, God is good and faithful:). I love Him:)

ahz...i feel kinda stony... really disturbed by the fact tt it's really noisy at home... my grandma jus quarelled with my maid... wadev... my maid is so... hiaz... want to come home n rest den hse so noisy...

okay, shall cool down a little... sorry, when u're tired, a little thing gets u really pissed... anyway, today's svc was cool.. the worship songs r great... God really reminded me tt we should look to Him in times of trouble... i know tt ahead me i'm gonna face lots of challenges but God is always and will always be there for me:)

For by faith, we know Your grace, will see us through

puay's gonna transfer to central... ahhhs... i'm gonna miss her big time... puay's my first sheperd n i really luv her a lot...
to puay: puay, thx fer all the love you showered upon me, all the time n effort u put in me... seriously speaking, without u i dun tink i can be who i am today, serving God n everything... you've been a really wonderful, caring, loving etc shepherd... you've really made a big impact in my life... i really thank God fer you, you've been a blessing in my life... i luv u:) -muacks- i'm gonna miss you:) thx fer all tt you've done...

oh wells, gonna go spend qt... tata~