sorta jus returned home.
had class farewell for guangyi jus nw.
super sad la.she's flying off on tues

alright guangyi and i were supposed to meet on the mrt train. but we got some miscommunication and we each ended up at the extreme ends of the train. SUPER LAME! cos we had to change train at city hall so we alight there and guess what? we met weilin and arlana as well. we came out frm diff cabins of the same train. STUPID.

guangyi me weilin arlana (i think i look quite nice here. heehee)


alright so we headed for east coast for bbq lo. some random photos here and there.

guangyi me abigail andy


class photo (but incomplete one)


nice photo of the setting sun (:


and of course, being so emotional; abigail,guangyi and me ended up crying. ok, it's all my fault. i played a very sad song. the atmosphere was so "tear-stimulating" hurhur. so abi and gy started to cry and in the end me too -.-



i will really miss you guangyi. you've been a great fren to me. brgt so much joy, laughter and spastism into college life. break times and lunch times were really fun, having you ard. life in aj will be much boring; now that it's left with abi and me. how cld you leave us :( i'm so sad. but i'm glad that we've met and that i managed to introduced my beloved jesus into yr life as well, really :D and i thk God for our lovely friendship. take care girl(: God bless.



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decided to upload some photos on some things i did during the june holidays(:

27052006
zion farewell for ppl going off to grads grp and other grps.
so happy together :D


30052006
AJ band concert. yay, section photo (:


07062006
taken on the last day of sch for guangyi. that's why i was so depressed

uhh. guang yi is leaving in 4 days' time. i will miss you girl! can't bear to part with you:( we'll be having class farewell for her at east coast park tmr.

07062006 to 10062006
of course, how can i forget abt encounter! camp? FIFTY FOR JESUS!



15062006
this photo was taken at yongkang's hse. was having nea1 and nea3 combine cg.


17062006
zion unit outing to marina bay after svc



20062006 this picture was taken during kar chian's birthday celebration. HAHA


what a busy holiday.
and it passed just like that.
it's time to be studious again.

ahh. i'm so bored at home.
it's no fun when you're the first one to end yr exams whereas the rest are still taking :/
i was supposed to meet gi at st nix macs jus now but i got pang seh :/ gigi ng nv answer my call so i went home. and now i'm stoning and stoning and stoning. zzz

alright another blow, was supposed to go for rachel's cg ltr and then it's postponed till tmr. uhh, i seem to have nth to do then. actually i do, my holiday homework miss me. they are calling out desperately for me but to no avail, of course. haha.

but i'm still glad exams are over. at least the tremendous stress is almost gone. was feeling ultra stress la. i guess all the rest of the jc dudes who were studying with me at bcc the past few days were stressed up too. how sad, that's jc life.
this whole entry seems altogether depressing. pardon me for my random rantings.

check out this singer -- terranaomi.
http://www.myspace.com/terranaomi
she's got great voice (;

frankly speaking, i don't feel really gd now. i'm supposed to be happy. my exams are over. but i have many things bogging down my mind. i feel like running away. run to somewhere safe; run to jesus and hide in his embrace.
negative feelings are flooding my mind. it is bothering me.
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH.
why are things like that?
W H Y ?

God, please do sth abt it.

exams are starting to take a toll on me
oh great, i snapped at someone today.
didn't mean to do it.
wasn't even really aware i was so mean.
what's wrong with me :/

if you guys wld like to bless me
i wld greatly appreciate for yr precious prayers.

monday -- general paper
tuesday -- econs and chem
wednesday -- maths and geog.

God pls help me.
i know it's too late to regret that i've not started earlier or that i've been procrastinating.
but jus anoint me and bless me.
come and be my source of strength and my refuge.

you are my world
you are my child
and i lay down my life for you
you are the one
the one i love
no one could ever take my love away

this was what God "sang" to me during the sermon. it follows the tune of the song " you are my world" by hillsong. sermon was great obviously(:

uh anw i saw junhuang today! haha. quite happy to see him. kinda long nv see him le. he was evidently shining with the radiance of the Lord. mus be doing well in the adults ministry.
aye, the uls plus junhuang and peter went to chill out, minus luan and me cos we need to mug and oso cong. so sad! sobs. nvm, after mid years : (

and we took a grp photo!

after reading through the posts a few days back which dates back to 2004, i thk God for His faithfulness in my walk with Him. there were posts that jus show how immature i was, how worldly i am( i think i am still, but less), how faithless i was, how much i took God for granted. i'm glad that ever since the last time i've blogged before i revamped the blog, i've grown so much.

i've learnt precious lessons abt trusting in God during times of uncertainties, how to have joy in difficult times, to learn to allow God to mold me in what way He wants to, and the list goes on.

i've seen many many life transformations especially after the recent encounter! church camp. people who were on the verge of turning away frm God, came back to God and realise their purpose in Him. people who were deemed as "gone case" suddenly were awoken to see their own foolishness. even several who have left for the kingdom of dark came back wanting to embrace light again.

i'm so proud to be serving such a great and mighty God! once again, i stand in awe of how much He loves me and how privileged I am to be called His own. this race is getting tougher and tougher for me. but i know i can nv bring myself to give up on this race. not this great calling, not this fabulous team i'm serving with, not this purpose in life and most imptly, not this undeserved relationship with the Almighty God.
I can nv bring myself to.

Acts 20:24
However, I consider my life worth nothing to me,if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me — the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace.

God, this is my prayer today. Amen (:

wow! i just finish preparing the teachings
for ne training class later.
i'm super excited.
i know that God will speak to us big time ltr.
God i pray that you'll use me as yr mouthpiece
to teach yr people to be a better shpd for you (:

thk God for karchian!
i heard that she's bringing a sec one
SN fren for service tmr (:
anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, KAR!

hello everybody! i revamped my blog!
like after one year. haha
special thks to lim lay ling (: