today has been a hectic, tiring but fruitful day. woke up in the morning in shock cos i scared i oversleep. den i realised that it was only like 5+ in the morn -.- went back to sleep and woke up in shock agn at 7+
was a little late for breakthrough 1000 but was glad i didn't missed out much. tink everyone really caught shirls' conviction.
this is not the end yet. we need to do more! we cannot stop until the whole world, yes, the whole world, has heard abt His love.wa i want to have a deeper conviction. my faith is too puny, too insignificant. what i'm doing now is too little. really.
the sermon was ministering as usual. i tink pastor jeff really really improve so much
every since i came church. haha. like duh. but seriously i admire him a lot.
hmm shall learn to teach better.
anw, if i'm not wrong, i responded to God during sermon abt my giftings. act i've reflected over it before oso. initially i thought i've developed my gifts pretty well. i mean like not bad wad (lays' style). BUT i was so wrong. for my gift of evangelist, i tink i need to develop it further by learning to share the gospel in chinese, and oso to different age grps, to ppl with the pai kia backgrd(i've got trouble communicating with most of them). for my gift of musician/singer, i need to improve on my harmonising, learn to sing with diaphram, minister through my guitar playing, be a pwrful worship leader. for gift of discernment, i need to be more sharp in knowing when it is God speaking to me and when i'm jus tinking too much.haha. SEE! so much things to grow in. and i'm sure it's not exhausive.
oh after that, had uctm at rix. i taught zion on the significance of excellence.
God spoke to me even as i was preparing the teaching.
there's no certificate of participation(cop) in the KOG. we need to run this race in such a way to get the prize, and not jus any prize but -the- biggest prize. and we cannot re-run this race. we've only got ONE life. make your life count in the KOG!gi took over after the tching and he shared his heart as well. the spirit of discontentment was strong.
we've got the heart, we wan to love God, we wan to serve God hard. yes zion's growing, but why it doesn't grow as fast as it shld? TOO SLOW. TOO LITTLE GROWTH. argh.
following uctm, lays and i left to meet pam. we went far east to shop. the shops close too early can? lays brgt 2 shirt and i brgt 2 earrings(again! haha) great to catch up agn. glad to hear that pam's doing well. happy that she've grown. got a sense of relief and joy :D
wow. wad a packed day.
sure learnt much stuff (:
