In You Joy I Find

WOOHOO

i'm excited! :D

i'm one step closer to be able to do sth abt it

sth that you've placed a burden in my heart.

i really want to share my conviction and passion!

God may you fill me with yr wisdom

and that it'll be a great success

in equipping and empowering to be better ministers of yrs (:

the HEART and SKILL are important!

loads of things on my mind.

my melancholic side is overwhelming me man.

God i really feel inadequate.

~~once again, i hv to struggle in this :(~~

i want to be like the little boy in the bible

that chose to give his 5 loaves and 2 breads -- the little that he had

to the Almighty God.

God, here i am, use me.

for yr glory.

another lesson on humility.

to learn to surrender to yr will.

a prophet w/o honour
that was how Jesus described himself in his home town
how ironic it is.
ppl who are 'close' to you
seen how you have grown over the yrs
yet display disbelief in God's transformation in yr life
how frustrating.

i'm so gonna prove you wrong
God will never shortchange us when we serve Him; he'll never
meanwhile pls wake to yr senses
grow up la.

wow
easter was great!
thk God for the easter team
they did a fabulous job!

just wanna thk God for the following blessings:
1) God loves me dearly
think that this easter i was really reminded of His great love. during svc, when shirley sang the song "why" -- that's it. i could feel the extent of God's love -- how much misery he put up with in order to die for us; how much physical pain he suffered; but he never complained.
this is how much my God loves me
when it was worship time, God revealed to me His love, to a greater extent. i kept sobbing and sobbing, i couldn't stop. i know that i really know that God loves me.
nth can replace that abundant love he lavished on me.
i want to cling on to His love
God loves me (:

so that day on my way home, i made a prayer to God again, of a prayer that i made some yrs back
"God, by yr grace, pls help me to finish this race. I'm afraid to lose you. how can i survive w/o you? God, if ever a day comes when i'm tempted to leave you, pls, by yr grace, pull me back to you."
i wldn't trade anything for my God. altho along this race, sacrifices have to made but God is more than worthy. i want to reciprocate His love for me and love Him back to the best that i can (:

2) Breakthrough in zion's svc attendance
God really blessed us with so many visitors and a no of cvs! praise God! nea hasn't been doing that well lately. but i can see that in this wk, we put in much more effort. thk God for many transformation of lives amg the believers. we see ppl really grow and break new frontiers
i'm so proud of you guys. so glad to be able to serve with you guys (:
anw jus to congratulate you guys, ZION HIT 48 for service and we have a total of 8 CONVERTS! hallelujah! altho, we missed the fifty mark(argh!), but i know you guys have worked hard! thk God for ZION! you guys rock!!!

and thk God for my team
thks for slogging hard
but it's jus the beginning *winks
more work to come :X

3)I had one visitor for easter service
yay! i managed to get my classmate to come. altho he didn't convert(yet), but i thk God for this chance to be able to share the msg of easter to someone. (but still, i wld be happier if he converted. hurhur) the joy of sharing the msg is so wonderful and addictive. so i'm looking for my nxt target. hehheh (*evil laughter)

wa, such a long entry
but God has been really good in my life.
ahh, how can i not be grateful to him?

yay! i finally updated my blog.
today has been a really cool day.
you know what?
YVONNE TANG IS BACK!
omg, she called me lars.
then coincidentally she was in plaza sing
then we met up.
we hugged and cried.
rather i was the one who teared :X
but was really glad that i cld meet her.
it's like you really had so much things to say
that you don't know what to say.
it's been two years since we last met.
i dunno when will i get to see her again.
but thk God for today (: