Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you...
Saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold (living in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now...
I'm in love

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone

i'm dead beat... so tired...
i reached home at 11.30pm...
was studying at serangoon macs till 11 after leaving starhub

today's svc was really great...
it had been a life-transforming one fer me
i'm really so touched by the sermon tt i almost cried
but pastor jeff said a joke and made everyone laugh
including me... but was really touched by God's love..
God is able
i was reminded to be even more patient with my dad
sumtimes i'm really flabbergasted at his accusations
n really feel like retaliating
sumtimes i did give a rude answer,
sumtimes i tried to tok to him patiently, humbly
so frm now on, i decided to be respectful n humble all the time
the stars shine the brightest when the night is the darkest
i'll rmb tt:)

anyway, NED ppl... pls pay yr rc fund!
our unit short of $76 n we only have 2 wks to raise this amt of money
so pls! PAY YOUR RC FUND!!!

got this frm soph's blog...
hw tt i've done n not done...
chang wen suo duan + zong he tian kong
tian xie han zi
english test paper
chinese test paper 1
chinese test paper 2(half way)
physics test paper(finishing tonight)
chem test paper(did MCQ, n a few qtns of section B)doin tmr morn
am test paper(did half way, finishing)doing tmr morn
em test paper 1(did 3 qtns)
em test paper 2
ss test paper(tried to do, but to no avail)
geog test paper
lit test paper
zhuan ji(did one entry)
study fer chinese test

wah... there's a lot hw rite?
anw, as my msn nick say:God is doing sumthing wonderful in our grp
this sec three anderson gurl decided to re-commit... woah
God added to our numbers n we hit our cg goal...
n my calissa n enid r cuming 4 cg again..
many things happening...
all in all, God is great. really great
thank God fer God:)

i'm got back frm camp abt an hour...
feeling v stone...
i tink the camp v waste.. v disorganised
we(camp comm) did a bad job, didn't mean to be discouraging
but seriously, it's really a good camp...

hols is cuming to an end soon...
got lotsa unfinished hols hw.. gonna mug...
i wanna be a guai1 kia4...

anw, i figured out how ta play still on the piano
i'm so proud of myself:) -pats back-
i absolutely luv tt song!!
going to eat dinner...miss lots of ppl...

allow Him to use you fully.
-dun limit yrself frm doing great things frm God
n receiving His blessings by not being a good steward
of the things tt God has entrusted you with...

tink i'm not faithful n diligent enuff...
hia.

i'm back frm dinner at my aunt's hse..
all my cousins frm my mum sidev rich one n hses v big
but i'm not close to them...
they asked fer caterer fer our dinner, rich rite... hia...
anyway, sumone asked my bro he sec wad..den i said sec two
so she asked me i sec one izit... wah...
i only shorter den my bro ma... where got look like sec one...

anyway, my another cousin jus came back frm australia
n she gave my bro n i NOUGATS!!!
so happy...
spent 1+ hr playing pool... my cousins got a rm specially fer pool
really cool...
yup, i'm gonna study ltr.. act really soon. hope i have a fruitful time

Name one person/people who comes to mind in each
question

1. Always make you laugh.
--> xiaoting
2. Always make you angry.
--> my brother
3. Always makes fun of you
--> xiaoting
4. Always be there for you
--> Jesus!yvonne tang+hopies
5. Always buy present for you
--> no one in mind specifically but soph & dehui always write cards to me:)
6. Always hangout with you
--> soph,luan,xt,dehui,rach fong,lirong,yvonne,shue li,lin na, jess wee, sarah etc
7. Always smile at you
--> xt,soph,rach fong
8. Always pay for you
--> recently is faith.. hahas, usually i'm not tt broke..
9. Always drive you around
--> my dad n the bus driver, hahas
10. Always ask yOu homework question
--> xt
11. Always need your help
--> soph
12. Always make you wait
--> SOPH!!!nvm, i believe she's changing:)
13. Always sleep in class
--> xt
14. Always cannot make up his/her mind
--> soph, always want ppl scissors, paper, stone with her..o.O
15. Always late for class
--> in the morn is xt & soph, recess is xt, soph,luan, me & nana(natatsha)
16. Never take a bus/train/aeroplane
--> bus:hilary
17. Has messy hair
--> me...
18. Untidy
--> lots of ppl
19. Someone you love?
--> Jesus
20. Last but not the least... any idol?
--> Jesus:)

today was a stony day fer me...
woke up early fer piano lesson at 9.15am...
played badly tho t'cher said i improved a teeny winny bit
piano practical exams is only 2 mths away
gosh, i can't even play all the 3 pieces yet...
lemme be optimistic...

after tt, went orchard to meet up with linna n yvonne
i tot supposed to be lotsa ppl but in the end left 3 of us only
hiaz... walk here n there fer hrs... brgt sum stuff fer myself...

it was still early so i decided to go home first
my dad sent me fer tuition
one amazing thing during tuition is tt i nv really talk
tt's beside asking t'cher questions...
i was really quiet... serious, no joke
i did confirmation during tuition...
sms-ed lots of ppl but only 3 ppl replied
oh, my junior is cuming:)
she might be bringing her frens along too...
hope tmr's comfirmation wld be even better:)

anyway, i jus realised
-nominations is nxt week...
oops, haven been practising my drill commands
dun wanna malu myself in front of the whole band
-chinese O levels oral n listening is 2 wks away
-there's a chinese test on all sec 3 express wrds on the third day of sch n i haven started studying it
-sch re-opening soon n v soon
n i have lotsa unfinished hw... really tons of them
gosh, am i too paranoid or have i been enjoying hols
too much tt i'm oblivious to all these things tt r gonna take place soon?
i made up mind... nxt wk shall be a mugging wk fer me...

wah, it's so late le...
i'm sleepy, jus finishing printing bulletin fer cg tmr.
oh man, i really excited fer cg tmr..
we 're having steamboat!!!
the best thing is we hit SEVEN fer cg!!!]
praise the Lord!
there's gonna be a great revival in st nix n a breakthru' in anderson, amen?
katarina, come'on take care of God's flock...
things are jus getting better:)
the glory of the present hse will be greater than the former hse:)

anyway, jiancong v lame...
below an extract of our conversation(it's edited)
expecting a harvest says:
hi eh sorry ar, r u free? dun mind can recommend sum fun games?
50 macho biblical brothers in NEA by end Aug!!! the first sub-district of pure brothers! says:
www.neopets.com ? lol.. got alot games there quite fun
expecting a harvest says:
... o.O cg games lar!!!
50 macho biblical brothers in NEA by end Aug!!! the first sub-district of pure brothers! says:
ohhhhhhhh cheyyyy

v lame hor... hahas

yay! i'm being water baptised on 13th June 2004!
tt was yesterday... hahas, v lame...
the current was rather strong...
after being baptised, being really happy n excited
i ran to the shore... den...
i fell down...o.O hahas, so lame... siewluan laughed at me...
i announced tt i'm dead to myself and Christ lives in me!
my name is noe Lee Yi Hui Melanie Joy
melanie means child of God. i wanna remind myself to have faith
like a little child.believing in everything tt God wants me
to do.yah, i noe it doesn't suit me but, God showed me to use this name
so i tink there's a reason behind it lar...
joy is chosen too bcos after knowing God i found
much joy n many ppl noe me as a cheerful girl so yup...

tink i'm gonna do sum hw b4 going WFL...
anyway, watched harry potter with jocelyn(rach.fong) n alice(dehui)
i tink it's a nice show... i tink many wud beg to differ but nvm...
zhao~

woah, i'm jus got back frm the vision driven life church camp!
the camp is fantastic!!!
it's really a life changing camp fer me:)
really learnt lots of things gonna re-cap ltr part in another entry...
anyway, jus got back frm northpoint for lunch at bk
went with xt, soph, sunny, clarence & xueyong...
i feel really bloated still...

during the camp, God gave me a vision...
u noe in nexus auditorium, there are blue & green seats rite?
God challenged me to take care of one row of blue seats of ppl
which is abt 2 rows of green seats by end Jan 2005

yup, ltr gonna blog the rest of the stuff i learnt n responded to

i'm back! hahas.. i'm going off again for youth camp!!
anyway, JB camp is v lame...
learnt lots of stuff too
got to know sum sisters and brothers better too...
fell sick too.. but got healed by God today!
Praise God!

v lazy to blog abt it...
can ask me wad happen
yay:) see u tmr fer youth camp