wahahas, jus cracked a lame joke again.
amused at myself as well... tink i really qt qian da at times...
sat down jus now to plan cg growth fer my side by by september.
conclusion:
-me: a cl!
-retain new b
-2 new b/lost sheep who will re-commit
-kat:follow upper of 2
-no of new b: at least 2
warning: this is a faith goal.
it will and shall be done!
a new grp by mid september: ned FOUR
it shall be a dynamic grp who loves and serves God wholeheartedly to the very best:)

zhao fer qt~

yoo... jus bathed... yah, a bit late..
but so shuang.. cos had a cold bath...

went rc today since morn... yup i nv go tuition...
opps, yup i pon tuition. but my dad allow ma...
yay, today not bad studied qt a lot as compared to wad i will study at home..
gonna study again after 12pm. feeling stressed jus now...
end-of-year exams are coming and my piano exams
i'm getting all the exam jitters... bleahx

the table tennis match was not really excited
kinda of disappointed... li jiawei wasn't really focused this time
but wad to do. she gave her best shot le.

anw, wanna share this promise tt God promised me
if i diligently obey Him, it will come to pass:
Ezekiel 36:9
I am concerned for you and will look on you with favor; you will be plowed and sown,
10 and I will multiply the number of people upon you, even the whole house of Israel. The towns will be inhabited and the ruins rebuilt. 11 I will increase the number of men and animals upon you, and they will be fruitful and become numerous. I will settle people on you as in the past and will make you prosper more than before. Then you will know that I am the LORD .

today's been a bad day fer me...
things dun seem to go right... or maybe it's jus me
was so frustrated many times today tt i broke down...

i got accused during band prac fer "being rude" and "being playful"
wadev.. i'm NOT being rude, it's jus the way i speak...
and i NEVER even say jokes during band prac so how can u say i'm not serious?
pls do not judge things in yr own viewpt... dun be too judgemental
if i did i'll admit, i'm jus so flabbergasted by yr accusation..
after so many yrs of frenship, u still dun noe wad kind of person i am?
i'm so disappointed.. really sad... u've really broken my heart.
maybe we need to talk things out...

nxt, katarina msged me tt she's ill and she can't go fer svc
so her two contacts dun wanna come as well...
another blow... cause my heart to bleed once again...
confirmation was alr bad enough.

following were minor stuff which i dun wanna elaborate much
but these things intensify the pain.. adding on... so unbearable.
i was sorta in a emotional turmoil... it was hurting so so badly

but thk God fer eelee
she saw tt i wasn't the usual self
she came to encourage me on and spur me on...
thx eelee, i can't ever thk you enough fer.. you're really a great ldr:)
a wonderful blessing tt God has placed in my life

i decided...
i'll move on frm these...
start off all over again...
cos when i look to God,
all these circumstances will fade away:)

yossie... today's been a tiring day(again) but really meaningful.

in the morn almost late fer drills... thk God i arrived a few mins b4 8am...
sec one sqaud laughing like mad when i asked them to say timing one by one
dunno wad's so funny oso... they dun wanna tell me...

jess approached mr ong whether we can go to thailand fer music exchange
mr ong said yes(!!!) jess n i were like cheering
so exciting... so if we're really going den it'll be late nov or early dec
most prob going n will be sharing room with my nu ren, yvonne(hahas)
can go shopping, go bangkok, maybe can go visit hope(bangkok)... so fun isn't it?
wahaha... really looking forward to it -grins-

went down nexus with xt after band.
we made it fer pm! first time after band resumed tt i actually attended the whole pm
svc was great! sermon was powerful. God spoke to me a lot... thk God fer shirley:)
anw, i oso wanna thk God fer my sheepie, katarina.
hey girl, i tink God really see yr desire of wanting to take care of His flock...
thks fer all the hard work you've put in..
tho you may not see fruits yet, God will surely surely honur you:)
thx fer supporting me. you've really been a blessing
come'on jia you this week we'll see converts, amen?
let's break cg into ned4 by end Aug.
nxt week shall be a week of harvest!
cont'd to cling to God's promise cos he's faithful forever

i really wanna thk God as well
God is really a great God
He blessed me with a convert, jingwen during the ecg
and now katarina alr has two confirmed visitors, sharon n meiyi fer 66th street
praise the Lord. you can do it too:)

woo.it hasn't been tt long since i blogged bcos i alr wrote 2 entries b4 this but i didn't come out..
hope this one will work.
anw, really wanna thk God cos my junior, jingwen converted ytd during our ecg.
i mus retain her no matter wad.. hahas:) really wanna shower her with love!
there's this prob: i dunno her well.. she's quite responsive la considering it's the first time i ask her out.
really v tired now, reached home at 11+..
went to the thai band concert... wasn't as good as the previous one. but well they were still v good... well well, i'm inspired. shall learn how roll on tampani and triangle even better, learn how to play mallets using 4 mallet sticks really well. i tink gtg now cos got tons of things to do...
~zhao